Ashtanga is full of ideals. There’s the expectation to show up 6 days a week, to perform a difficult sequence of Asanas in a very specific way… there’s lots of structure within this practice.
Sometimes it happens that the discipline and ideals can squeeze the joy out of your practice; the dogma takes all the juice out of it.
Now, it’s important to understand that if you practice for long enough, you’re going to come up against everything – boredom, aversion, feeling squeezed – this is totally normal in the context of a life-long practice.
You’ll also feel good things of course! 🙂
The role of structure in Ashtanga Yoga is to evoke and reveal our attachments and aversions. If our resistance to structure stops us from practicing, then we’ve misapplied the technique.
So we need to learn how to hold these ideals lightly.
We have to be able to try to do our practice inside of the structure that were given without squeezing ourselves or feeling bad about those times we don’t meet the requirement of the vinyasa.
The structure isn’t there to make us feel bad; it’s there to hold us so we can see everything that’s going on. So if we do feel bad on a particular day- if we can’t make the 6-days-a-week ideal, or we don’t jump into kurmasa – whatever it is – the structure is there to help centre us as we explore and process our feelings. This is how we get to know our patterns, and also how we can ultimately free ourselves from reflex and reactivity.
So here’s what I want you to do:
When you don’t meet the ideal, or when you feel like you’re disappointing your teacher, or whatever is going on – take a second. Really feel that emotion. But be aware that it’s YOU that’s feeling it.
Be aware that Ashtanga, the sequence, doesn’t really care if you jump into kurmasana or not. The vinyasa doesn’t have an opinion about you being a “good” or “bad” yogi.
And chances are, your teacher doesn’t either.
Your teacher wants you to benefit from your practice. They want you to get the most out of it, and they don’t want you to feel bad about the time you spend on the mat.
So take a moment the next time you’re not enjoying your practice. See if you can try to hold the structure a little more gently, and let a little more lightness in.
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Ari says
February 20, 2019 at 3:26 pmThis is a very timely topic for me.
I was just thinking about the permanence of Ashtanga Yoga on the way back from the practice.
This morning somehow I didn’t have much stability and kept on falling.
In my years of Ashtanga practice, I progress and then regress, have good days then bad days. But Ashtanga Yoga is always there, unchanged.
No matter how I’m doing or feeling, it’s there as it is.
I felt fortunate because this is something I can come back to to center myself. It’s something I can trust and surrender.
It never ceases to amaze me how much I can learn from Ashtanga Yoga.
David Robson says
February 21, 2019 at 9:24 pmHi Ari,
That’s exactly what I mean when I say that Ashtanga doesn’t care how we feel about it. By being structured, the practice gives us a solid perspective to witness our shifting thoughts and feelings.
Thanks for writing!
Hersk Irene says
February 20, 2019 at 5:14 pmThanks again Teach 😊